mercredi 10 décembre 2008

The double

This is really what I have now, what I deserves, thank god. And to have made everything out so I could live a quiet happiness, with Julia, is an accomplishment. The winter is cold and my faith like the flamme in the fireplace. I love her, she is my heart, my sense of humour, my group.

Oh Julia, the smoke is death and the flamme, life! You, my philosopher, my christ reborn, my home, my sleep! Yes, I do leave the stuggle, I stay in my room and meditate. François visited me today with Father Peter. They wanted to speak about my card, wouldn't it be funny? A card?

Parasite single of god, I do assume the hermit way of life, which is not a social withdrawal and that is why I feel sympathy for political patronage an engagement. Yeah, François told me he would help me and I knew at firt sight I would do the same for him. He and me, the same we are.